Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
It's only half past the point of oblivion,
the walk before the run,
the breath before the kiss,
the fear before the flames.
Have you ever felt this way?
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 6:03 AM
I LOVE MY FRIENDS FOREVER
I am a mixture of wanting to puke (bus-sick) and wanting to cry and I think I could die of happiness somehow.
The day we've all been waiting for will come..tomorrow and I don't know guess the prolonged waiting for our papers back just took the anxiety and fear away ( pls words don't come back and haunt me) okay now is so not the time to get worried cos' I'm feeling a chokeful of emotions (literally) and could just start crying..sigh what is wrong with me but I'm seriously in one of my happiest moods now island creamery today with tippers & sits followed by sushi crave so off to KAP which was prolly a good decision cos' I got to meet shanya & son! both of whom I havent spoken to in the longest time and we had quick catch-ups and haha mini confession??but yay they look so cute in their new ponchos hahah am going crazy but I like this feeling.must be moodswinging or smth heh I LOVE MY FRIENDS (ALL OF YOU) seriously you guys mean a lot to me;different ppl at different random times oh and I'm gonna miss mdm lai's lessons too k just rambling off random thoughts in my head would put pictures of friday's 'people we miss' party but it's on..facebook and I refuse to get it cos I am..technically challenged,kinda. OH and I am terribly excited and happy for those of you who promoted!(shan yours is a miracle no not that you're stupid i'm just so so proud of you<3) So congrats to Sa,Shan,Cheryl,Lyd,Gabriellee ... !!! k bet you all are irritated by reading this but I don't care ooh and class theme party soon details are highly confidential for now heh ++ X'mas is coming !! (fav. time of the yr) oh and i've started on my personal diary (yes grace finally) it really is helpful should've started ages ago my last entry was all the way back in... jan 2008 (sigh kinda miss that period would go back again cos then I didn't hate school that much in fact I liked school cos it was fun now school's just being very...schoolish which isn't cool at all) alright this was from grace so I guess I'll do it since I'm waiting for my dinner; seven different things you'd like to say to seven different people, tag another seven. 1. I miss our corridoor conversations (long and short) and you are seriously a blessing :):) 2. You are beautiful, both outside and in and I love you for who you are! 3. am honoured that you still tell me secret stuff that you'll never ever tell others <3 4. yes you guys have had huge impact on my lives too:) 5. you're not as bad as other people say you are, you're actually really nice and I like you as a friend 6. sincerely hope that someday you'll find your own pillars instead of those colourful pillows you keep surrounding yourself with. 7. why can't I. okay gonna try the mac&cheese thingy that sits introduced!:) |